June 6th, 2005

Current Music: message in bottle- the police Time: 12:49 am Current Mood: sigh..

Heard of the phrase "so close, yet so far?"  I feel it right now. Love is like the space between us...  I miss u.

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May 28th, 2005

Current Music: DMB DMB DMB!! Time: 11:35 pm Current Mood: amused

i know its been long since i've 'blogged'... not been myself lately, i think its the change in sleep timings, weather, life and love... but anyhow.. today i stumbled on this... and man.. do i agree!! *grin* Informationi DJ is a restricted area. Authorised personel only Username: From Go-Quiz.com its kinda funny.. but.. oh well!! and tehn ofcourse.. there was this.. i am HIGHLY AMUSED with the name for secrets that only i and a significant other know of!! *winkwink*.. if u reading this, which i highly doubt.. a gazillion kisses coming your way.. u n me babe!! Your Icecream Flavour is... Cookies 'n Cream! Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick! What is your Icecream Flavour? Find out at Go Quiz PS- hey to nishrin and arya!! WHADDUP GIRLS??!!

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May 18th, 2005

Time: 04:43 pm Current Mood: happy

HAPPY 21st BIRFDAY MY HUNKA HUNKA BURNNG LOVE!!! *dj sends u a big bag of snuggles* ps- we can officially get married now!! ~YAY~

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May 17th, 2005

Current Music: i will be here-steven cutris chapman Subject: WEDDING BELLS!! Time: 12:55 am Current Mood: *smiles*

Lunched with the two biggest monkeys i know.. mark and abhi.. u fools are such fools!!*sticks tongue out*  Till death do us part..!! My RUFUS called today, after aaaagggeeesss... oh dearie.. how i miss him!! ever had a friend who meant EVERYTHING to you? This boy has been my soul-mate, my shelter, my agony aunt, my buddy, my darling and so so so much more!! i am so happy that i got to speak to my lump of snugg-a-li-ci-ous-ness for more than an hour!! its strange how we thought of each other at the same time.. i sent him an e-mail, and he calls at the same time!!kudos on the internship at NGC.. u get 'em tiger!Roofy, my poopface, forever!! *bighugs* Till death do us part..!! Fuzz, u and i got the hope going babe.. there's nothing worse than losing that..plus u got oodles of charm.. we worry about plush, but i'm sure its the 'modjo' thats more important!! haahaa.. Till death do us part..!! and u.. i will never fail to mention.. even tho'only boredom brings u to think of me.. still.. Till death do us part..!!  PS-My aunt's sister got married today...the ceremony was lovely.. till death do they part!!

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May 16th, 2005

Current Music: aerosmith- 9 lives album! Subject: THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT.. Time: 01:22 am Current Mood: fine...

There is a butterfly trapped in my computer room... i want to let it out, but it seems to be scared of me and will not go in the direction i want it to.. wat i soon discover is that by my going in the opposite direction, the butterfly will see for itself that the door is open and freedom is on the way! This 'butterfly effect' taught me a thing or two about myself as well.. I am controlling... I am possesive.. always have been, always will be i guess.. which is why ppl shy away from me when it comes to relationships, romantic or otherwise.. this is it.. i am either too proud or too insecure to be in a relationship and havent yet seen one coming wherein i'd be able to go that extra mile.. i trust no one, leave alone myself and think everyone is out to get me, so i am on constant guard for myself..i have a bunch of 4 girl friendds, out of whom only one has been a a long term sort of relationship.. the others(and now her as wel) and i sit and mope about how we will never find the right guy, and how everyone seems to be finding 'soul-mates' and 'bed-buddies' but us.. we take delusional comfort and solace in the fantasy that all the men out there are not worth it and the right one is going to come to us when we least expect.. but thats it.. WE EXPECT TOO MUCH.. i know i do.. apart from being controlling and possesive, i expect from ppl, what i expect from myself.. i will meet whoever calls at the drop of a hat, i will make sure i am in the front row at a friend's concert to give moral support, even tho' i know that whoever else wud have been in the front row wud have given the same level comfort! i will lie and manipulate my family chore timings, just to go sneak in a moive with a buddy for sake of spending time with him on HIS convenience..such is my life and my head as an aptly termed 'social butterfly'.. i am still learning to let go.. still trying to set my mind on higher things... and still waiting for the 'right guy'....'WAITING FOR GODOT' is an absurd play by Samuel Beckett that has 2 tramps waiting for a man called Godot.. the play ends with no sign of Godot, but only the harsh reality that Godot never existed.. i am hoping that i am not setting my standards too high, by waiting for my 'Godot'... its rightly said.. the most popular person u know, could very well be the loneliest...

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May 15th, 2005

Current Music: sail away- david gray Subject: COMMITTMENT??!! Time: 12:48 am Current Mood: contemplative

I have never been in a relationship.. i don't really know wat it is like.. but i have seen and contemplated a lot.. i also form opinions and judgements very soon, and they are almost hard to change, unless I want to!! A friend of mine was talking me about 'committment' the other day...he thinks i'm the types who wants committment, but play it like i don't.. here's my stand on the big bad 'C' word..and more.. Committment, to me, is not a BLACK or WHITE.. its a shade of GREY(sorry for the cliche).. Lets tell u what my idea of the Black and White areas are.. There are those who Date for a few days, are attracted to the person and immediately WANT committment.. not only in a 'security' point of view, but also as a fad.. "yea, we're commmitted to each other!".. This attitude i have seen mainly in girls/ladies.. This sorta comes along as a falling to me.. To be in a relationship, one has to be fully secure in oneself, and then share the same security with the other person.. a relationship is not so that one who is 'insecure' could find 'security' in the other...unfortunately, today's media has spoken otherwise... "You're nothing without him".. Then, there's the flip-side.. the 'PLAYERS', if i may.. who think that "live life to the fullest" and "you only live once" are mottos, vision and mission statements that should have their names pre-fixing it! Committment is a bullshit term they say, over-hyped by soaps and soppy love stories, and like the serials, should be erased from the face of the earth.. they walk around with an air of sophistication, a wrong notion of maturity and are under a constant delusion that to 'fuck and forget' is probably the best allitteration made by man yet.. again, the media has done its wonders and promoted it even furthur.. I live in an area, slowly being revealed to me, as each passing day i meet and interact with the two personality types---THE GREY AREA--with the intended pun refering to the 'grey area' of the brain.. I enjoy life with the certain boundaries of morals and a conscience(big words i'm still discovering the meaning of)..I flirt like crazy and have fun doing it.. but Committment is not something i WANT, but something that should come naturally, from within..for a relationship... when everything falls into place.. u know its meant to be..(flicked from the a dear friend i respect immensely).. firstly, i know that being secure in oneself is most important, then secondly, trusting that the person you are with is also in the same place and feels like there is no one else in the world for him but u, thats when u know.. u are committed!! but then again.. i have never been in a relationship and could be full of gas.. but wat the hey.. TO EACH HIS OWN!!

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Current Music: virtual insanity!! Time: 12:36 am Current Mood: giddy

.... all i know is there was alcohol... cheers to the second yrs for finishing exams today.. my drinking buddies have finally been unleashed from teh chains of exams and celebrated with (how much again??)..LOADS of the fermented juices!! aswin, the ambience was WAAAY better than konian..Frank, lovely meeting you(!!)..Nev, do something about your feet!!.. unks, how was the chilli u freakshow!! and sid, i'm still trying your advice from the song..*gringrin* took a long ride to the tailor after and scared the poor guy with my over-enthusiam with the colour of the dress i'm wearing to my aunt's wedding..example.. "ooohh..wow..the royal peacock blue is bouncing off the mirrors of the ceiling and gives an ethereal feeling to the whole store, doesnt it? and the raw silk is so crude, yet is such fine tapestry that it makes the wearer feel like a queen, yet a humble peasant girl.." ... and of course.. there was more that, either i don't remember or don't want to!! the tailor was just glad to get paid for the dress..which btw, is lovely!! oh yes.. the plush show at barista was a blast.. i had a good time, even tho i had to sell the CDs(sold 16!) and try and avoid a certain someone!! i am very proud of my brother, who played along with them.. he is a talented 15 yr old..afterall, it does run in the family..winkwink..sorry u missed it nishrin.. and aivalli, i was looking forward to meeting u there!!..sigh..anyhow... so.. tomm is another day eh...

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May 13th, 2005

Current Music: don't fear the reaper-blue oyster cult Subject: ZEBEDIAH FLUSH!!! Time: 02:09 am Current Mood: blah

OK... no one tell me they were not informed.. if u weren't.. just shows you don't read my precious LJ (and.. oh, HOW COULD U NOT!!*DJ is hurt*) anyhow... all that aside.... 13th may... 7pm.. ZEBEDIAH PLUSH acoustic at the st marks road barista.. my 15yr old bro is playing as well.. so be there!!..btw, ITS FREE!! (i'll be the one in the first row, in front of fuzzy... drooling!!)  PS- i love using LJ as a notice board..!! don't u? PPS-featuring_nish  , </span>aivalli will prob be coming... so u shud as well and tell sanjubaba PPPS- *HUGS to u my dear dear friend*.. u know who u are... i love u thousand times over!! </b></a>

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May 11th, 2005

Current Music: call on me- eric prydz Subject: for missmenon!! Time: 01:01 pm Current Mood: very amused!!

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style? REALLY?? INNOCENT LIL ME??!! *evil laffter* Your Hippie Chick Name is: Mystery Get your own Hippie Chick Name again... ME??!! *haahaa*

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May 9th, 2005

Current Music: tell her this- del amitri Time: 01:37 am Current Mood: biryani rulz!!

yay.. my exams are over!! and official joblessness sets in.. (i am stuffed with biryani as i type this, so put in a 'burp' after every 3 lines... :-D so wat have i been doing??... ma, if you're reading this, it's creative writing,don't believe that parts with the alcohol,  it not true!!*DJ flutters innocent angel eye-lashes* - as soon as EDP was over, we hit konian with a vengence..laughs and more laughs.. 'good friends and a bottle', well maybe more ;) - SPINN baby... to the one who is calling me DR. EVIL, dj likes u lots and lots and still thinks u are verrrrra cute... and ashley jose.. don't scare me like that!! who's tellin u bout my LJ?? mark, how u gave haath like this!! chetan bhaiya, "wah, DJ tere zulfe.." .. shukriya!! nimish, for the ride and the company.. thanks!! shawn, love u, u ass u!!  swagatam, u need to do something about your bro!and vineeta, i wont tell..promise *evil laff*.. ps- salsa tequila.. haahaa!!remind me to tell u that story later.. - got new snazzy PINK bathroom chappals which are oh so cool.... - taught some cool kids some cool songs... sorry about being cranky tho'.. i needed sleep.. but u guys ddi an swesome job.. kudos! - mango juice with sherin... she brings out the listener in me... will miss u so much when u go away.. sniffsniff... - malavika, hahahaa.. the aspiring model.. u made shopping that day pure joy..*hug and hug*.. where u biatch??!! - sorry, no taika... i can't take this partying.. i am growing very old..!! - again, my soul-mate... i love talking to u...i love your work timings also..*happy dance* that was friday and saturday btw..!! today was another day.... looooong day...   in brief... - PIG awesome job, even tho the sound wasnt so good, your sister is proud of u!! and sharan, suchin, akhil, abhi.... kya ba??!!! - kester and joths.. my hunka burning loves.. hollywood is hiring.. and i'm sure they need your talent..( u, half-naked pompous twitt!!) - girls... sing sing sing...!! - fish.. i am soooo sorry.. pls pls pls forgive me.. *cherry on top* - abhi, sid, unks u have to check out the blogthings i sent u!! u will love them.. i'm still laffing.. my 'stripper name' is 'PEACHES' btw.. haahaa yawn.... i bore myself with the nonsense i do... more 'intellectual entries' later... right now i need sleep... snore..

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May 3rd, 2005

Current Music: slide-ashuthosh and dhruv Time: 02:46 pm Current Mood: okay

relatively happier.. my bitches are taking me out now.. they think fresh air will do me good.. and, no dodo, i didnt break up with my boy friend!! things were just a litle more complicated than that!! (note: "were" is the operative word used).. i have an exam on friday.. going to watch white noise sometime soon..(the OST is brilliant).. and my excessive love to talk is slowly returning!!.. life goes on.. PS- robs, lav, pranks, kookie.. ahh.. very grateful indeed..and R.. why are u being so nice?? u are spoiling me!!

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May 1st, 2005

Subject: sadness personified... Time: 08:34 pm Current Mood: sad.. very sad..

lets just say.. i have had the WORST day in my entire 20 years of existance.. i put this on LJ cos i want history to record that nothing can get worse than how i feel today.. i have hit ultimate rock bottom!! the good part is, from here, i can only go up.. sorry for not picking up calls today.. i couldnt speak to anyone, except Fish and Menon.. thanks girls.. don't know wat i'd do without u you.. sid, unks, suhas.. my main men! thanks.. other than that, this is the only form of self expression all day.. i needed it.. *sigh* PS- ruthie, rivka, rohan, rini, suchin, sharan.. nice seeing u ppl suddenly outside my gate at 11:45pm.. didnt know me not picking up calls wud amount to so much love.. made me feel good.. i'm on the path to recovery already *smile*

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April 27th, 2005

Current Music: the look of love-diana krall Subject: exam fever?? Time: 01:38 am Current Mood: cheerful

Power failures are nature's way of saying.. "dude, i prevail...so watch me!".. and i bow and obeyed.. the rain was delightful.. its been raining every afternoon during my exams, and its mandatory that i stare outta my window when that happens.. so if i have done badly, it's not me.. IT NATURE!! mixed up charles marlow with charles manson today!! good thing i have 'time' to check my paper...whew! chetan bhaiya.. u are a delight to sit next to!! your 'bihari style' keeps me entertained for hours on end.. the 'bina chappal' sitting posture, the removal and chewing of supari every half hour and the "oof bevakuf" knocks u give yourself on the head re-assure me that christ college has not changed u one bit!! jiyo mere lal!  vikas george.. i swear i have a catch in my neck!! i was not acting!! i REALLY wanted to turn around and ask u which question u wanted me to help u with when u screamed "DEEEJ" under your breath.. i think the examiner 3 classes down the hall didnt quite hear u!! anjili u liar.. with 4 extra booklets, u're still gonna fail? 140%??  oh.. my fav quote for the day.. "WOW" -wynona rider in Autumn in New york... and yea.."HOPE FLOATS.SO DOES SHIT".. - Lord "my chuddiis are blue" Vinnie!!

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April 21st, 2005

Current Music: short skirt, long jacket- cake Subject: hair scare! Time: 09:26 pm Current Mood: amused

my haircut has recieved many a compliment..well not really.. but all the 'comments' i've heard regarding it are pretty funny.. esp if u know the personalities of the ppl giving them... here's to list a few... PREETHAM(who is half blind).. " shit, didnt recognize u there!" KARAN (who has great hair btw)... "u look like a poodle."... dude?? really now!! have u seen a poodle?? SID(who doesnt really notice).. didnt say anything... cos he 'didnt really notice'..cos he 'doesnt really notice me!!'..LIES!! VINAY (the genius from NLS).." well, it's shorter"...hmmm.. could i cut my hair long?? ANAND. " u look like a 70's male rockstar".. he thinks he is one as well!! come on now, surely u dont think i look like u!!!(ouch!) ABHI... "u look like u just had sex!".. sex is always on his mind.. the 'experienced' one..!! *wink* MARK..(who has never ever given me a compliment his whole life).. "DJ, you've gone from UGLIEST to UGLIER.. and thats a compliment!".. thanks mark.. i love u too!! UNNI..(who is the laziest of the lot).. "its cool da!"..thanks unks.. u also think cow-dung is 'cool da'..*smiles* this one tops the whole list... NEVILLE the caveman... " DJ, you look better from the back now!!".. haahaa..that one took the cake!! thats the ultimate so far... menon, i still dont' know why u calling me 'noodle'.. maybe its the 'poodle' influence.. haahaa..and fish, yes.. your hair is any day better than mine..koffchodkoff!! anyhow...i love it.. thats all that matters rite??!!

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April 20th, 2005

Current Music: i wann be ur underwear-bryan adams Time: 12:13 pm Current Mood: cheers!

i just had to.. i just had to...!!! LIBRA Drinking style "I'm jusht a social drinker," slurs Libra, "it's jusht that I'm so damn social?" Libra loves nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone. Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (they are little instigators when bored), the Scales can really work a room. Charming as they are, Libras are notoriously lacking in self-control, however, which can get them into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening, flirting with every man/woman in the room or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops! this is so true!!! haahaa... i love being a libran!!

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April 19th, 2005

Current Music: calling all angels-lenny kravitz Time: 09:15 pm Current Mood: good

i've been down in the dumps lately.. exam fever.. very busy.. no time to breathe... etc.. today.. i am feeling relatively happier.. took a loooong shower with new shower gel that smells gorgeous.. listening to good music...got a msg from a friend after ages... and loving life!! funny how the simple things in life lift my spirits!! Anand, i am very proud of you my dear dear friend... congrats on the album!! ZEBEDIAH PLUSH album available now..!! all is wonderful.

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April 14th, 2005

Current Music: turn your lights down low... Time: 12:27 am Current Mood: happy

my priyanka from xaviers, mumbai is here!!! this means a week of fun and NO STUDYING!! yippee..!! (i see supplimentary exams in my future..ouch)..

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April 11th, 2005

Time: 04:25 pm Current Mood: aggravated

whew!! finally back home.. the movie was very good.. mixed emotions, but i came out feeling like i have finally got the gutts to punch the lights outta some of the ppl i've been meaning to!!*watch out all you on my hit-list* also, i resent that some ppl are so insensitive to others feelings that they will not STOP taking your trip even tho its apparent that ITS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE!! get a life!! aaarrghh.. i have had a tiring day.. its only 4pm.. i need to relax!!

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April 10th, 2005

Current Music: jupiter cafe-thermal Time: 05:41 pm Current Mood: amused

have u ever met someone once, that u never thought you'd and hoped you'd never meet again?? i have... plenty of them.. but rarely does life come and kick you in the crotch by bringing one of them back to you!! i met this FY dude in pune last yr.. very crass.. loud-mouthed rapper.. i had the honour of 'hitting on him' on stage for some personality contest..i did the needful(gave him few disciplinary spanks) and we had a bunch of laffs.. got to talking and he seemed quite sweet.. that was it..(no lav, i did not actually put kai!!) today.. i ended up having breafast with the guy!! yup, he came to blore and tracked us(mark, ashwin and i) down!!tomorrow i take him for a movie and lunch.. i know the pune team is laffing at me!! HE IS SWEET OK!! (again, NOT PUTTING KAI!!) lunched with family friends today.. victor, welcome back to earth and happy birthday anu aunty!! its raining.. anyone want to run outside and dance?

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April 9th, 2005

Current Music: tangerine-zeppelin Time: 03:27 pm Current Mood: blank

i spent the morning with my granddad watching the cricket match... after lunch and a series of disappointing wickets, i finally stop watching and think of it as a bad comedy show i wasted my time on.. i really hope they're doing better now... its also like a horror movie.. i'm afraid to watch!! haahaa.. i hear thunder.. will it? will it??

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